arthur42

do you know that moment that you realize you're at a life-changing event? this is how you know it: it starts off  as important and you know that but the difference is that at some point that moment changes because its not as important as before its more important that change only coincides with that moment when you realize it is beyond your control to change anything that is about to happen but it hasn't happened yet it is about to happen and it will change your life and you know it and the only thing you can do is watch it happen, and think. That should happen every day for everyone.

It’s disgusting These are people I despise I loath I hate. They take advantage, they connive, they plot, and they don’t care They hurt the ones I love and they don’t even know it They are selfish and immature they have no respect and they are self centered I cannot believe that someone can find them to be a friend, asset, or ally And yet they are better people than I They have been where I have not been They have seen what I have not seen They have gone further than I could ever hope to I hate them but I admire them How could I not? They are what I am not They are what I will never be So I hate them. But I wa

You can't possibly understand how I feel. Oh, you think so? Okay. Do you know how it feels when the thing you have waited for your whole life finally arrives and it's perfect. It is everything you hoped it could be. You've been so patient. Nobody understood, but now you know it was all worth the wait. You are so happy, and then something happens. It begins to slip. Farther and farther away it drifts. You do everything you can to stop it, but it keeps going. And then it stops. Its just far enough away that you can still see it in all its glory. But it's just out of your reach. And after you have expended all your time and effort and energy,